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Dear Sandra,
Many times I've cried, wet my pillow with tears 
I feel really hurt. I feel pained.
Why is it me?
Why does it feel like the universe has conspired against me?
I'm surrounded by people yet so lonely.
Why can't I have friends?
Am I asking for too much?
I don't know what it feels like to have friends, to have people to share your joy with, your pains with, you know everything. 
What does it look like?
Am I not permitted to experience it?